ALOT
I gotta say, my life has been kicking my butt. It’s getting harder and harder to want to get back up. I know I have so many reasons to get back up but depression doesn’t let me see them with clarity. Battling mental illness on top of what life already gives me has been the bane of my existence. I want to be inspirational and tell you that everything will be ok but sometimes its ok to lay in bed and spiral into nothingness and forget how bad life can get till I have to peel myself from my blanket cocoon to go back to reality. For those who struggle same as me or however you do, it is ok to be down just find anything to bring you back up once in awhile. it doesn’t have to be big, it could be as small as sitting up and breathing. I am here to stay for any who need me. For everyone with me, KEEP ON BLOOMING THROUGH IT!!!!